♥.Naysha&Anchik.♥

2010-01-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

ola ppl... hope u guys didn't think i died or something.. haha
aniwae, its been ages since i update so brace yourself for a long entry... =)
well ok here goes... as u guys may hav known, i didn't go for this years coundown..
ya ya loser.. was kinda sad at first but hey when u're momma's dwn u gotta be there
to cheer her up ryte? so on 1st jan me n boyfie went out!
we went mkn2 with his fam at bukit timah azhar n afterwhich we went to play pool n bowling!
sorry ppl the vid of me bowling won't be uploaded cos its too emberassing!
n ya for the record! the first 4 set in bowling i got ZERO.. cool kn!! n in pool i beat the
crrap outa shawtiie.. syg we must rematch agen k..

after bowling, we went to his hse via. yishun park.. ouhh scarriee.. saw *Bleep* n walk like
lipas kodong...n ya.. i fell sick n that reali sucked n wats worst! i lost my check list @ work..
haii sape la yg busok hati harap mereka berubah cos holding a grudge onli
makes u more bitter in life... well for work, been going great so far..
just need to chin up n ignore those "busok hati" individuals.. as long as i work n get money thats fine by me cos frankly speaking, i reali honestly enjoy my job!

n in the midst of gettin my 1st pay, i got a new handphone!!! wasn't the one i was
aiming for but ouh well.. better then nothing!! i'm so very happy that boyfie
finali brought it up to his folks.. i just hope that everything goes as planned
i reali hope n pray we can acheive what we aim for.. looking forward to it!! =))

currently now i'm having my weekends off.. njoying the freedom for now...
wait till my on calls n stand by kick in.. the MORE i won't hav time for me bloggie!
speaking of which, saw lots of my friends getting married n me cousin is gettin married too!!
congrats ♥ MOD N NORY!! ♥ sorry i cn't be there but u noe my hart is with yall.. rem couzzie no matter wat we're fam n i'll always love u..

so now am waiting for my parents to cum hme frm their weekend getaway to m'sia so
me n boyfie cn hav our own getaway.. bowling n movie anione? hehe... can't wait for my next pay gonna treat me brothers n boyfie to bowling n seoul garden..

well till nxt tyme my lovers...

Naysha owtzz

2010-01-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

happie
2o1o
My chickaz ♥

Iits a stay hme one for me...
Update via mobile..

2009-12-22T20:46:00.008+08:00

Flyiing off!!
on
Hiatus m0de♥

i'm tired frm work and that incident left me kissing the floor..
thankiew Boyfie for coming for me.. ♥

work today was murder!! with the endless flow of people coming in and out.. FYI ppl i'm an OT nurse in recovery area... but what reali made my day was when two new born babies were wheeled in recovery.. ouh gosh.. nothing beats the tirdness than looking on a new borns face n when he smiles bck... that reali made my day...

i just can't wait to slip on my party heels and partay with boyfie all night long.. haha no on bed activities thou.. sorry peeps those details are private... thank god i have my PH clearence and i can't wait to shake shake shake shake shakeit! whooyeahh..

now ain't feeling well kinda weak due to the floor kissing incident.. rang up boyfie and he came flying dwn frm *toot* (locatation undisclosed for sensatip reasons).. did a mini countdwn n its 1 mth n 1 wk to ma 21st.. goshies i feel old.. haha..

till nxt time me chikasss
Naysha owtsss

2009-12-20T01:47:00.006+08:00

shagged like a
Shagguar

ok.. i noe its been like a week and a day since my last entry.. my deepest apologies me online stalkers...
i lurve euu ppl... well was dead busy with orientation n yes working... alot has happened
in this one week n one day.. first n foremost, poor boyfiie gotten sick n still is till this current dae n i'm superly worried cos his fever like can onli go dwn to 37.8 degrees max! he's back bone is conctantly in pain n i feel helpless mcm nurse tk bergune (useless nurse)... I really hope he gets better soon cos all i can du is tend to his needs and giv him a bck rub iif the pain comes back...

and ouh ya.. we celebrated our 8th anni.. hehe.. wa so happie... rushed dwn to mit boyfiie hu was on mc frm work n went over his place as he was craviing for mac cafe brownie.. n we went to watch new moon which the date is totaly forgotton cos hey i'm gettin old ya noe!!.. aweee.. i cried when edward left bella n boyfiie was bein a douch! laugh at me!! wth!! n shawtiie tagged alone too.. keep on asking me whats gonna happen nxt.. note to self, shawtiie waste movie tix money!! haha.. kidding.. u noe i love u gemok...

recently just started work in MOT(major operating theater) n i must admit, i enjoy working ther but despite the temp being below 16 degrees, its all good... no2 people i don't get to see the surgeries being done i just take care of those hu just finish surgery.. n ya.. all the vomitting n moaning in pain is wat i get.. all n all i love my job!! ♥

just gotten my salary also... n betol2 memuaskan..(satisfying) on the dae of me beiing a rich b*****d, boyfie fetch me frm work n ya it was a disaster! haha... his ppaid low n i couldn't cntct him so ya plan cock-up as usual but thakfully he made it to NUH safe n sound.. after taking a cab dwn to wlds, we ate at breeks..(yummy2) n went to get me a new handphone.. yay2!! no more laggy LG cheap ass bangla handphone.. FINALI a phone that can challenge boyfie's N97!! huuhaaa!! =))

and as for today, boyfie came over to my place to piick me up n as usual, i was super late at getting ready.. haha hey! u can't rush beauty! X_X|\| surprised him yet again by eating at secret recipe.. well
actualy, my tummy wanted cheese cake so badly so i spontaniously jumped outa the train @ novena n boyfie had no choice but to follow.. nyehehhehheh!!!
ate lika pig n now my tummy is rumbling agen.. i noe i'm gonna be fat eventualy so why bother!!!

now boyfie's temp reached an all time high of 38 degrees.. forced him to go to sleep n gonna entertain my tummy soon.. i badly need me clubbing nite..
and wats fantastiic, boyfie gotten us tix for countdown at sentosa!!! yahoo yippie *jumps up&dwn*
luckily me shift is 0800-1700hrs for like 5 mths straight!! yeah!
so yes ar!! c u peeps at sentosa!!! hahahaa... and sorry beggars we ain't shariing our tixs!! booya!!
till nxt tyme me lil stalkers.. ♥

Naysha Owtzzzz

2009-12-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

Employment
Extasy

finali this shit arse couch potato has moved her
percious rear end and gota job...
currently wrking at NUH now in PCS-OT dept. still got no idea
what the hell that is but finding out on fri..
orientation was super duper sex addict! as usual involved with
the keco2 group.. piic will b updated soon.. promiise...
Relationship with boyfiie is smokin smooth n flyiin high...

this weekend gonna catch new moon n gettin me mac cafe cheese cake! yay
well update yall when i got juicy news... till then

naysha owtsss

2009-12-05T22:28:00.007+08:00

2 Days to
Employment

& the best part is, i'm dwn
wit the flu!

2009-12-04T01:18:00.004+08:00

3 Days To
Employment

its about i changed cos i dun wanna hurt u animore..
you mean everything to me.. I Love euu♥

2009-12-03T00:26:00.003+08:00

No amount of money can buy it, no amount of words can describe it, no matter hw much you'ved tasted nothing can taste as good as it does.. yes apparently frm my intro me n boyfie had yet another uncalled for arguement which i admit was at my mistake as i was being too sensative AGEN!

God bless his patient soul for putting up with me being so emotionally unstable due to post-menses syndrom.. yes my mood swings are post n not during.. haha.. weird huh.. sorri i'm jus a weirdo!
*deepbreath!*
just got off the phone with el' stinky and we were talking about our big step next year.. My hav you grown my dear.. your talking all financial n stuff.. gosh! it makes it seem as thou i'm the one splurging! (secretly, yup i waste money!)

Am still currently mising boyfie poo2 too bits and god i know whats passed is pass but i get pissed whenever i think abt miss S n Miss Sz frm Fs.. the crap people put you thru in life n when u finally attained happyness, they come bck n bite you in the ass.. people like this shld jus drop dead larhh...

so yea.. now i'm awake while poo2 is snoring in lala land.. tmrw he has work and yea i'm kinda worried about him.. he's been having awfull bck aches adn my usual Urut dosen't cure it.. poor boyfie had to go for X-ray n that faggola doc nvr even tell the results.. like i noe hw to read an X-ray.. hello i'm a nurse not a freakiin doc u faggola! read it n tel me the results...

currently i am now counting dwn my final moments of staying at home and being a princess.. its time i get ma ass off to work which is in 4 days time.. haha.. wish me luck me chickas!

Naysha owtss

2009-12-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

4 Days till
Employment

gd bye social life! hello
power cash!

2009-12-01T23:31:00.016+08:00

I.Miss.My
Boifren!♥

i miss you la my stinky poo2
i come bck n we spent few hours together n i
gonna start work alr...Waaahaaa!! i wan my nyte picnic
n whole dae outing till we reach home shagged...Today you sick n
i at home worried like a mad cow.. syg i seriously miss you berry2 much
don't forget! i wan me mac cafe NY cheese cake.. hehex...
♥i.swear.i.love.my.one.and.onli.boifren♥

2009-11-30T21:53:00.005+08:00

Wahssup me online stalkers.. heehee... as in my other posts, i've been under
so much shit in this shithole country that i finally got a well
deserved break even thou it was for onli 3 days but i had a kick ass time with my faggola famili... gosh i lurve dem
to itty bitty pieces.. haha...

Went to visit the other faggolas dwn at seremban and on the second dae went dwn to port dickson..
FUH! the amt of big bikes touring we saw on the road was hmm.. refreshing... sori i ain't no minah kejar trans..
the beach was super2 clean n the water crystal clear... beaches here are shamefull drains called beaches... the water sports ther were fun but sadly i couldn't du ani.. damm the period... GRRR...

so i ape lagi, mcm ikan duyung dudok tepi pantai while my beloved faggolas were havin fun...
but nothing beat watching my dearest brother whom i lurve2 climb up the banana boat.. haha!! it was damm2 funneh watching the faggolas tumble into the water.. haha.. i laughed my ass off btw...

Now am bck at this shit hole where i'm starting wrk in 7 days tyme.. haixx.. gd bye social life n hello power
cash!! wheeyeah!!! so damm jealous of boyfie! that fagolla poo2 getting new handphone.. never wait for me.. but! nyehehee not his i phone!!! muakakka.. wait u big ass cutie i'll get meself a prada mobile n u can eat your heart out!!
nyeheh i love u stinky poo2...

i guess the holiday did wonders to me la... being away from him made me think that the prob we had bfore i left
was actuali very teeny tiny... i mean.. du understand we'll b taking a big step in a years time n yea..
my emotions are kinda hay-wire...

Emotionally challenged Naysha Owtzz

Life G0es On

2009-11-26T20:55:00.003+08:00

At first i found hard to believe.. i didn't want to but ya.. shit does happen in life
and yes i am upset but what to do... just accept it and go on with life la!
i ain't no pussy hu dun let things slide but just try it agen.. theres ouh so many ways
to make a man regret! sorry but i have my limits n ya.. stern katekn..
we've been thru alot but for you to just breach my trust.. knape??
we've been thru alot but ya excuses will always remain excuses..

My love for you will never change and you of all people should know that..
Your the onli person i wanna wake up with n see you kopet face.. ya u did a mistake but so did i but ya let bygones be bygones coz holding on to it does you no good..

People of the world! i found a 20 yr old BOI hu is super duper childish..
description of this hambe allah:

kononyer "abg2" motorr.. (KNS!)
mat clubber "terror"
."Abg fierce" (woah wobble)

A lil shout out to that fucker hu even fuck ppl wife.. haha..
your pathetic n ya i dun need my man to make your head spin or tell you your place.. haha
your a wannabe n always will be.. you think your big? haha... u have to screw othr ppl property to get satisfaction.. pathetic.. baek2 ti kene STD taw..
snap!!

p.s: cepat2 la mati jantan jgn la menyusahkn idop hambe2 allah yg laen

2009-11-25T02:12:00.011+08:00

It's a Fact!
JSS

Jantan.Semue.Samer

2009-11-21T01:51:00.006+08:00

R3ality0verdose
ShitH3ad

i'm awake while my stinky poo2 is snoring
currently suffering frm insomnia i think.. gawd save my
brain frm damage of extreme boredom!

2009-11-21T00:13:00.009+08:00

See this gatal little honey? she turns 1yrs old today.. to b exact ydae la the 20th of nov.. happie bdae izma darling.. u're aunty nadia & uncle ahLam ♥'s u!

Pic credit to uncle ahLam for making her smile., sorry my dear cuzzie u're daughter's piic is damm freakiin old.. haha the onli one i got k! =)

2009-11-19T22:34:00.026+08:00

You Loose
Shabooya!

Ladies and gents; i wash my hands of this madness.. Act your age!

i Badly need to hit the club and party frm dusk till dawn! I need an escape frm her evil clutches.. i just want it to be just us two... what ever happened where we could just chill?

ladies yes! this is a cry for help.. i need to club, i need to do shots, i need to drink heavily and most of all i wanna shake off the stress of the living pontianak!! haha.. sori woman u earned that name by being super EVIL!! yes your pure evil!! bitch... i'm done being nice i'm done being understanding n i'm done being silent..

All you do is sit at home and let your ass grow and depend on others!! its women like u why men look down on us... stop being a dependent leech and get off that ass and

fuck off!!

yea i'm freaking pissed about you running your mouth about me and my family.. i tried my best to be patient and swallow whatever shit u wanna sae about us.. but i'm human and i have my limits and u bitch just crossed the line!! hu the hell u think i am?! cekik duit jantan?! tlg la... i noe how to look aftr my man if not for what i wanna get married to him? why let myself go thru all the shit and hypocrite things u do?! for fuck!!

i repeat myself.. i don't care what you or aniother person wanna say, i love him and i'm darn sure as hell he loves me.. accept defeat! but wait.. this wasn't a game to begin with till you made it one.. get a life!!

2009-11-18T00:42:00.012+08:00

Fuck.The.Flu
Urgg!!

i finali got the strength to say; If I had a pair of balls, all u people who got ouh so comfiie with stabbing my back can suck on it till it falls off! =)

I.Rest.My.Case

Fadiing

2009-11-18T00:08:00.004+08:00

This time slowly but surely i don't think i have the strength anymore... please forgive my weakness please forgive my insolence but the more we try the more i feels acceptence is just a word she throws around like how u kick a ball in a scoccer field...

i wonder how things got to be till we're here like this... You mean everything to me you mean the world to me.. but just promise me that i'm not the reason why this is all befalling upon you.. promise that there will be a way out..

I feel more alone then ever! i threw away everything to make this work even my bestest and closest of friends.. don't worry i'm not raking up the things i did for us to glorify myself... just that sometimes compromise must be made to help move along in life... from time 2 time i admit i miss the company of my social rainbows but they understand and accept as to why i pulled away..

i don't wanna lead a life wher it was all late nights, chill under blocks and random outings with no cash.. i don't want that teenage lifestyle where u know your not moving forward or back.. your just stagnant... i want you i need you..

so what if it hurts me? so what if i break down? i gotta find my place.. i wanna hear my sound.. i'm just trying to be happy.. No matter what other people try to say or do, u know i'm not leaving u! but what she sayd has an impact whatever her decision is determines everything.. i'm not looking for forgiveness, sympathy nor du i wanna separate u all... all i ask is stop hurting him...

i don't care if she hurts me with harsh words and untrue statements.. i honestly don't giva rats ass (pardon my language) just let him be happy... i love you too much to see you in heartache and pain.. i don't ever wanna see you loose it or give in when there is no other way out..

just hear and know this: i'm never giving up as long as i have your hand to hold! i'll never back down if you'll be there beside me thru it all.. till death do us part... and i mean everyword

Naysha Owtzz

my wish came tru

2009-11-15T14:26:00.002+08:00

ok now on updating i'm being super lazy to du it each and everi dae.. haha
bfore i forget happy anni my dear sweetheart.. thou its been tough and yes i do admit that i tend to give up but no matter what, i have always been loving you.. i have not once stopped.. yesterday was a fun dae.. he came over in the morning and we cooked.. hehe.. ya i know i was nagging at him about the cooking but the food turned out nice! yummyummy... yesterday we went to sentosa where i tried to make him sun tan but yea.. he refused stating "i'm alreadi so black" blaa.. blaa.. blaa...

but disaster struck when he started throwing sand at me.. that big FAT meanie threw me in the water!!! whaddahell!!! plus i didn't bring any towels or extra baju!!! HE'S A BIG FAT MEANIE!! but i love him... we sat by the beach while he watch me lie dwn and dry myself with theat frm the sun.. i was his "babi panggang"... see!! he's mean...

it was fun sitting by the beach just the two of us.. eating and digging an ashtray in the sand.. haha... today is our anni but boyfie got a family outing so i gotta understand ma.. kinda sad that we couldn't spend today togather.. but ouh well... compromise is what moves us along rite...

well.. after months and months of waiting, i finali got a job.. yippie.. its at NUH and i start on th 7th of dec.. can't wait... hee.. and ya braces FINALI came off.. weeee...
can life get any sweeter?? mwahxxxx

Naysha Owtsss

2009-11-12T00:55:00.002+08:00

Minutes turn into hours... hours turns into days.. days to weeks and weeks to months... Why can't there be an end to all this.. i'm seriously out on a limb now.. i'm cluless lost and even more confused.. Why do u see me as sucha threat?? can't deny facts yes we lied but comeon.. to me its simple, u don't like it say it at least have the guts to admit it.. whats the problem.. i tried to calm down i tried to keep it cool.. yes my frens nad FINALI noes hw to keep it cool..
i don't this to be just another relationship.. i'm serious and dead serious...

who am i to come between you and him.. please i beg you try to see that.. i wouldn't wanna come inbetween u two... if you disagree on us please say it... say it before we tie the knot.. say it before it's too late.. but the hurt is gonna be unbearable.. i had enough of relationships not working out.. i can't stand other jerks walking in and walking out like i'm a fucking 7/11 store.. FUCK ALL MY EXs..

Search your mind.. search your soul.. ask yourself.. there should be other ways to overcome this.. but please don't make it till the onli way out is for me to push aside my feelings and go.. i don't wanna leave.. not now not never! but what is there to do? i can't stand it watching you do this to him.. whats your problem?? is it me?! why can't you say it?? takot org benci??

I don't know what else to say what else to think...

2009-11-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

he wants an iPhone Whilst she wants a prada phone

so many wants., so little time!!

New loves

2009-11-11T00:39:00.004+08:00

BigBang!!!

2009-11-11T00:03:00.005+08:00

Finali!! i went for a job interview @ *beep*.. dun wanna jinx this job coz i reali2 nid it!! i'm done with sitting at home and what that phrase.. dudok rumah abiskn beras.. i don't want PEOPLE to think that i'm using or burning my boyfie's money.. please la people.. i have parents for a reason ya noe... and besides, i ain't one of those leeches desguised as grls larhh.. ah pleaasee...

Can sae that today was nice dae la.. everything went great @ the int.. met boyfie aftr his NE tour.. to me utter waste of time... HUSH!! to all army personal hu mae read this... dun bocor rahsia that nad thinks the NE tour is an utter waste of time.. haha!!

But an open question if i may if you don't like a person, du you:
A. Fake like the person
B. tell the person up front in hopes they will change .
C. tell the person and jus ignore their existance.. [ ] ->place ans here! =)

what if your decision effects the person your love... the closest you could ever have?? what would you du then?
i'm confused and ya boyfie said "tk payah nk paham" so ya i'm like yea.. wadever.. hu gives a sheat!!

i just can't help but wonder, if she dosen't want us together, why can't you just sae it? don't have to make it till its us hu dun wanna go on in the relationship.. jealous? ouh gawd.. WOMAN!! can't you see what your doing is pushing him away.. with all respect du please realise what your doing larhh bfore he reali hates euu and sorry to say, i ain't tryin to steal him or make him hate you or whatever it is your thinking about.. y would i wanna du sucha stupid pathetic and childish thing?? my parents raised me right and no worries! i'm onli guilty of stealing his heart.. tk suke tolong forward to my hp.. the line is alwaes open.. but as for now, i'm sorry but i love him and i ain't letting go.. not now not ever... NEVER!!

Naysha OwtZzz

tongue tied but still here

2009-11-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

I've tried and tried but i know i can't run away and avoid missus forever... You said she was ok but when we had to bump into each other she sounded the total opposite.. why you gotta lie to me? why you gotta make me think that the storm was over when actually we're smack in the middle of it and there's no way out...

I already told you no matter how bad the situation is, i'm here and thats a promise that i know i'll never break.. i know most of the time i have the wrong choice of words and tend to be insensative but please remember that i always love you.. i just hope you have the patience to last with me..

the pinch of reality just came rushing rushing in when i stagnant here and i see the people around me move on and have a life.. at times i just wanna scream but the sound isn't coming out.. i can't move i can't speak but seeing you just makes it all go away...

of all the things i ever wanted and needed, i need you...

2009-10-31T17:08:00.004+08:00

.StayHomeSaturday.

JustSoYouKnow

2009-10-31T01:32:00.004+08:00

Why does love gotta feel like this all
the time? first we're all rite nw
we're like in a war where no one wanna loose..
i never wanted or needed those things, all i wanted
was you all i ever needed was
you.. why is it so hard for you to see that?

Frm the first day we met to this very moment,
i still hold on to my promise and
that is to love eu n not hurt
you like those other GIRLS! emphasis
on girls coz well age does play a role at the maturaty
part.. sori grls he's mine so bck off..

Why when i tot everything is ok you gotta treat
me so coldly.. like i said, had enuff, sae it
yes i'll b sad but i'll find a wae
to pull truu.. just when it comes frm eu
it somehow gets to me.. and believe me when
i say, your none compared with the others
in my past.. i think of them as unwanted mistakes
that could be avoided by jus a simple
"get outa my lyfe fuckr!!

please believe me when i say, you mean the world to me
and call it bullshit or wadevr but your the FIRST
and onli guy i decided on being with
and i mean always like
till i'm old n wrinkly... i admit that i'm not the most
fantabulous wonderfullest grl.. i have my moments
i do break dwn and wanna rip off people's head
but hey!! i love you for being MAN ENUFF to stix with me
hehex.. sori but my exs were all pussies!! all lari lorr...

i kinda still miss us when we jus started off..
no probs frm your past no probs frm my past
no worrying if the other is ok.. no worrying if a grl wants u bck
and u nvr wori abt me getting bck on the cursed R1.. now we seem to b
driftiing away.. further.. and further away but one thing that touches
my heart the most, and that is no matter hw far we drift, we know where to come bck too..

i'm sorry for the way i've been acting, i know i'm being difficult
i know i'm testing your patience and i know sometimes you jus wanna
tear my face to shreds but please know i don't mean all those mean and nasty things.. i didn' t mean to take it out on you..
and not once have i ever meant all those things.. i have always, will be and forever more be loving you.. ya i know it sounds
so the bdk2 but sorry i don't lie and onli tel the truth.. cos a lie hurts even more..

Rest asure that i'm always by your side loving you.. i'll be waiting for
you when you go to brunei.. i'll be waiting for the time
when we can go out togathr and hav the time of our lives
without a care in the world! i just miss you.. i miss the old us
wae bck bfore those horrible grls came rushing bck into your life... i jus can't help but think, ppl hu are jealous can reali get ugly..

no matter what happens, the words i love you will always come out frm my lips,
i'll always wanna be rite wher i belong and
thats in your arms.. and i'll be hugging u bck.. i'll be there to catch u whenever
you fall.. i'll stand up for u and i'll be MORE DEN HAPPIE
to knock the living dae lights off those GIRLS!
remember i love you

NaySha Owtzzzz
p.s: ILoveYou
Hope you rem the meaning of this song...

2009-10-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

I didn't mean all those things i said about u.. i know its all in your past and to be honest, the tot of living without eu would be too much for me to handle given the situations i've been in the past..

But what i said on the 15th April i meant everi word of it.. i wanna be with you and onli you.. Believe me when i say, i had enough of make up's and break up's.. i'm sorry i hurt you so its just that i was insecure and didn't mean those nasty things..

ILoveYou...

Well what can i say about today... Woke up to boyfie in the hall waiting for me to get up! Mann!! i'm sucha kopet!! had breakfast togather and when i went to mandi, he was watching naruto shinpuden... IRRIIIITATIIING and biasa la.. never layn me... WTH?!!!

Went down to PB and lepakzz ther.. so ya it was utter boredom for me urhh... but we had a "romantic" walk bck home.. haha!! romantic as in we both sweating like piggies!!
tmrw he's on leave so am planning to go sum wher we cn scream our lungs out!!

While we were at PB, me and boyfie did a little "kebakaran" (Burning) of pics of us and our Ex's.. it was kinda painfull for me to c him and miss S but i noe he feels even more horrid coz he saw pics of me and Mr S and Mr N but could see he was trying to be strong.. (pfft men and their act macho!!)

But to matter what happens, i'm not gonna let ANYTHING bring me down!!! GAMBATE GRRRL!!! GET JOB DEN EVERITHING WILL B BETTER!!!
Mwahxxxxx

NaySha owtzzzz

@$%&%^

2009-10-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

EVACUATE THE DANCEE FLOORRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm itching to club, i need to club, i want to club!!! ouh boyfie pls bring me.. i wanna shake it i wanna pop it i wanna drop it!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! need cash, need job... need... to.... DANCE AND GO CRAZIE ON THE DANCE FLOOR!!!

Dear frenz; u are invited to tagg p date idk.. haha... can money please rain dwn frm the sky for me.. ouhh pleaseeee... pretty pleaseeeeeeee... jus this once!! *puppy dog eyes*

2009-10-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

Of All The Things, I Onli Want You

2009-10-22T23:49:00.007+08:00

Today poor boyfie was left all alone to do a work load of 5 people!
that was totali unfair but thank goodness he pulled
it off..
Met Boyfie @ clementi at ard 2+ (mind u i was late agen)
He had to go down to AH to get his teeth
checked.. haha! nxt extraction date is
same date as me removing my braces!
YES PEOPLE! my debanment was delayed!
*SobSob*
But never mind, i'll b patient and wait for my appt.
its kinda sad that we are kinda reduced to meeting
for breif moments of time.. haixx.
i just miss the old times when
we would be togather at his hse n all..
but no matter my love for
him never changes and i still hold my promise
*read this boi*
your gona come bck to brunei into my arms
nothing is ever gonna change between us and i
love you for better or for worse!
Now and forever, i'm yours.
I wanna spend the rest of my life by yourside!

2009-10-21T01:05:00.001+08:00

i miss my girl frensss!!!!

today was fun fun fun dae, met up wit my old galss pluss boyfiee n we had a good tyme.. just got off msn wid siti, gosh i miss her... now we're planning our GF nurses outing.. cn't wait.. missin them like craziie!! to all my girlfiess out ther... ILY GIRLSS.. MUS MIT UP SOON K.. MWAHXXXX

ILoveEuAzlam
Naysha owtzzzzz

2009-10-19T21:29:00.003+08:00

As Promised.. pics of daddy dearest 53rd

2009-10-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

Happy 53rd Birthday Daddy dearest!!

Well today was daddy's 53rd birthday.. Took a famili drive to changi airpoort terminal 3 and jalan2... Been ages since we did the whole random fam outing and all.. It was reali fun and am looking forward for the next outing..

We stuffed our face at swensons @ terminal 2 and boy were we full.. Grandma was so cute and abit pityfull as all our food came and her's was the last to arrive but ouh man did she eat.. first time i saw her actuali finish her entire meal.. WOW!

At last came our deserts and yummy yum2 i got my white choc blondie... By then, we were fully stuffed but because it was soo good, bopian la!! mkn oi!!

But i miss boyfie so much today with hid ppaid being low and all so it was kinda hard to contact him.. Was so happy when he called using his dad's phone.. Tmre boyfie will be acc. me to go for interview for CGH.. Ya i know its far but who cares! as long as i have a job maa...

pics of todays outing will b uploaded soon.. mwahxx

NaySha Owtz

Drama..

2009-10-17T20:17:00.003+08:00

Don't get me wrong, yes i am happy that boyfie's home affairs are all getting better now but i can't shake the feeling that we may hit rock bottom again... Things between us r just not like they used to be.. We're getting into more and more arguements and lately i don't know why i'm being very impatient with him..

Yes i'm trying my very best to not recall what missus said abt me and all but the hurt is still done.. No matter what u do, you CAN NEVER take back your words you can just help make the person feel better.. But what if it's a two faced thing again? what if its just a plot again? haixx.. this sounds like soo the suria drama seii.. Why can't some people just live their life in peace no need for all the d4rama and sympathy frm others.. GAWD! is that so hard to ask for?

All this while i've kept my feelings inside but i fell if i du for another day, i'm gonna implode... haixx.. i just hope and pray that this make up is for good and not another act..

NaySha Owtzz

Hyper bummed!

2009-10-16T23:35:00.007+08:00

Today i'm reali down in the dumps today.. Didn't went for my interview as well last min bui frm dear ol fren.. Boyfie dropped by as usual but today we kinda got into a heated arguement as i was totali stressed and frustrated in not being able to get a job... I kinda regretted not going into the paramedic course i'm kinda envious that my other friends got jobs and here i am stuck at home.. I admit.. i should have listened to my mommy...

later on i applied for a job online but this time at KKH but not as a nurse mind you.. i basically think my career as is nurse is over larhh... like wat ah fat said "kao pikir #$%^ akan senyapkn diri?!" damm was she dead on right.. and now i think i'm slipping into depression lahh.. can't believe that its so hard to get a job here.. haixx

now abt me and boyfie, yea we're doing fine and all but mostly we have squabbles coz i tend to get angry reali quick and take it out on him.. i'm so sorry my dear!!

ya he knows i love him but i don't know why i'm always so angry at him.. we were never like this before.. guess the stress of not having a job is getting to me urhh...

well, wish me luck in my most recent job application...
mwahxxxxxx

NaySha Out

2009-10-15T12:33:00.001+08:00

Happy 6mths anni hubbie!

i love eu and always will.. i love you yeaterday, today, tomorrow, everyday! mwahxxx

Today was super boring super slack dae.. got awaken by vibrating hp n boyfie going "b, ez-link i pade eu ehk?" hahaha.. he was so panicky as usual n made poor lil ina ransack his room to find the damm card while it was with me the whole tyme.. like mommy sae"tu la barang impt suke na ltk smbarang"

At around 5+ poped dwn to clementi to pas him his damm card n went bck to my place for dinner.. Our meetings were whort as usual but hey i gotta b patient aitz or we mite jus break dwn... Kinda miss my frenzies @ sch.. they all doing well wit jobs or in paramedic whereas i'm stuck here! damm that @#$%^& frm ****(hospt. shall not b mentioned).

Tmrw if i'm not undr the weather like i've been for the pass 3 weeks am going frm interview.. I guess cn kiss my nursing career gd bye.. that @#$%^& will nvr let me get a job he sucks big tyme! no wonder he's been stuck in the same freaking dept. for if i'm nt wrong more den 12 yrs.. haiyo!! GET A LIFE DUDE N MAYBE PPL WILL LIKE EUU BETTER... NOT!!!!! Nyahhahhaa!! damm i'm evil! =)
=[MuAhAhAhAhA!! *dracula laugh*

naysha OUT!

herr new frenziess

2009-10-11T01:53:00.001+08:00

INTRODUCING THE WACKY PEEPS @ PB! =)

10th oct'09- fun, Fun FUN!

2009-10-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

A day at escape theme park with boyfie's closest brothers.. New frenzies are lurvedd! <3

quickie (time constraints)

2009-10-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

SUPERLICIOUS FANTABULOUS -_-|\|

Today again had a quickie with boyfie. Ate mua fav long john and yea had to rush bck home.. haixx.. wonder when can we both just have the entire day to ourselves.. Well as they say patience is a virtue rite..
hope my patience dosen't run thin.. with all this time restraints i feel as though
i'm gonna implode any moment.. Gosh i miss boyfie so much.. We couldnt have any physical contact cos ouh well
he's in uniform ma n not allowed too bla.. bla.. bla...
Can't wait for saturday's upcoming outing cum sheesha session been ages since i smoked sheesha..
went home early and had enough time to cam whore.. well c the pics n u decide which one
captures the better angle of me! if there is any that is..
peace people!

bummed frm being a bum

2009-10-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm dead bored of staying at home and doing nothing!

I NEED A JOB PEOPLE!!!

p0nderiing mynd

2009-10-05T03:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i just don't get it how people can change in a blink of an eye.. How can one person drive another to insanity in just a snap of a finger.. Have you no heart? I can't help but wonder why is it so difficult for life to just be happy.. Free and easy like a floating butterfly in the wind without a care in the world..

I stick to what i said in the beginning, no matter how hard you rattle, your never gonna shake us.. Call me rude call me immature, at least i know what i want and even though the road to achieve that is gonna kill me, we will always be..

A day @ Alexandra

2009-10-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today was super early start for me.. Woke up @ o545hrs to wake up sleeping boyfiie and get him all reved up for his surgery which may i remind u hurt like hell.. He was all smiles and playing it cool. We reached AH early so decided to stop by the amazing sandwich makin machine for lite breakfast With little azlamy (bear bought by boyfiie)

Saw Is in the waiting area n he was scaring the shit out of boyfie which may i remind u is terrified of needles.. and i do mean TERRIFIED.. When it was his turn, he started to freak! haha... Doc had to giv him some 'happy stuff' to inhale and relax which mad him super high when he got out.

But am proud of boyfie that he manage to pull tru the surgery without hitting the doc or nurse but now poor thing my boyfie is suffering in pain. Jus hope he gets better soon.. Gambate syg!

NadiAzlam feat. Azlamy

Breakfast tyme

Post 'happy stuff' syndrome

Presenting the survivours!IsmaiLam!

Quickiie

2009-10-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY TO ALL KIDDIES OUT THER!! =))

Sad that i don't qualify for childrens dae anymore.. How i wish i was younger by about 5 yrs where life was all school n money from parents.. haha!! man that was the good life.. now being older fuh! neverending problemss... but ouh well! =)

Todae was super quickie day.. met boyfiie for like about an hr n man.. i was so sad to say goodbye.. i miss hymm... tmrw is judgement day for hym.. muahha!!! wisdom teeth removal! JIA YOU BOYFIE!!

We met at marsling the usual port n went dwn to yishun ate western! yummy2!! but i wan japanese!! lol.. after fighting over nothing as usual we kiss n made up.. go awee people! haha.

Just reali miss those times where we didn't have a care in the world. Where it was just hym n me.. haixx... compromise is what moves us alone i guess. But it wouldn't hurt to have the old NadiAzlam back.. i kinda miss goofin ard with hymm but that dosent mean i don't love him..

ok about the food.. The pasta was well.. err.. ok i guess but the beff was torture to my sensative metal teeth.. drank my usual milk tea n we cha2 chowed back home.. tmrw is gona be an early start for me cos i'm gonna acc. boyfie to hospt. Hope he dosen't cry frm the pain.. hehe..
i better turn in now i guess.. =)

Bitter heart

2009-09-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes having someone in your life does not always mean that everything's gonna be all right. Ya you two are in love and don't one any other but there's always that certain factor of which becomes a hinderence to your happiness. As i've said before, if it's not the guy, its always the environment surrounding the guy which makes happiness just an inch to far outa reach..

People have their patience but what happens when that patients runs thin? what happens when u know you are on the verge of total utter mental collapse but still hold it together even when u're on a thread of sanity.. Love isn't enough but i beg to differ! We're gonna show you that we'll pull thru no matter what.

Yes i'll admit that they looked deceiving but why does god gives us ears? to listen.. so why ask when u can't accept.. My opinions n mind is still open n RESPECT is the factor which i will not overlook.

We did not come this far just to break down.

29th sept - Total random day!

2009-09-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

29th sept. venue totali at vivo

Boyfie took half dae frm camp to spend the day with me.. was totali fun cause its been ages since i did the total random day thingy.. we went mkn at subway where he totali disagreed on the choice of mustard i choose.. well we WERE on a tite budget so had to share a meal.

Well it may sound very typicall but sharing the weal was totali sweet. Again another which i haven't done in ages! We also did some catching up on hw much we missed each other for the 5 days we been apart. M'sia was fun but nothing beats being home where i'm most comfortable..

After about wasting an hr @ subway, decided to go to skygarden for a smoke den went to watch G-force in 3D which was a total waste of my 10 bucks per ticket EACH!! totali regretted!!!

All and all the day turned out good till it hit a sour note when we got home.. but hey who says good things last??

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